Some have called it narcissistic and others have called it an excellent example of self-examination but whatever you find yourself this is a review of my life in 2019 and an overview of goals for 2020.
Some have called it narcissistic and others have called it an excellent example of self-examination but whatever you find yourself this is a review of my life in 2019 and an overview of goals for 2020.
Part 1: Mental
2019 Review
- Life is not better on the other side of the hill so make life good now.
- Working on some feelings of depression and mental fog so I started Wikifieldia.
- My brain is for thinking not for remembering
2020 Goals
- Learn to live well on this side of the hill.
- Document what I learn.
- Living with less cognitive dissonance and more inline with integrity.
Part 2: Physical
2019 In Review:
- Lost 35 pounds and Cracked my spine back into line.
- Created some baseline performance metrics
- Discovered I need to move to feel good. Pushing my heart rate up to 190 and picking up some heavy stuff.
2020 Physical Goals:
- Some aesthetic goals
- Keep up the good health through exercise and food choices.
- Upgrade and prioritize sleep quantity and quality
Part 3: Spiritual
2019 In Review:
- I'm becoming comfortable not knowing the answers, being nihilistic, knowing there is no meta meaning, that I'm going to die.
- Moved away from Christianity and toward Secular Buddhism.
- The jury is out on if there is a "spirt" or a bioenergetic field or not.
2020 Spiritual Goals:
- Finding a community outside of the church. -
- Having more big conversations. Building an intellectual community.
- Spending more time in the flow.
Part 4: Family
2019 In Review:
- My immediate family has found a nice rhythm with everyone where they are.
- Both started and ended my first dating relationship.
- I'm leaning into the idea of the social family.
2020 Family Goals:
- Building that social family
- Being more fully honest with who I am and not passively hiding
- Maybe entering a new relationship and & leaning into who I am apart from a relationship.
Part 5: Money
2019 In Review:
- Expensive year but doing well.
- I’ve got a good foundation with a budget, investment and insurance.
- I need to engage with this. Let’s be intentional and proactive.
2020 Money Goals:
- Some personal investing
- Leaning into my budget more
- Uncover short and long term financial plans
Part 6: Career
2019 In Review:
- Winding down Orange Cube Group
- Started Working for MISBDC
- Thinking about the trajectory that I want to take remember this about learn and not money for a few years.
3 Thing in 2020
- Some sort of plan
- Work on larger challenges
- Getting in the flow. Stop doing more than I can. Stop operating out of a deficit.
Part 7: Social
2019 In Review:
- I know a ton of people but don't have many people that I live life with.
- Some fundamental shifts in friend groups this year since leaning into buddhism and embracing my homosexuality, moving to a new city and changing jobs.
- I don’t have many Social Normative Behaviors.
Looking Forward in 2020
- Building a community of people to live life with.
- Meeting new people outside of work.
- Not being the social organizer of my friend group.
Did Spencer say something just so outrageous you want to talk to him about it in person over coffee? Well we might be able to make that happen. Email: Spencer.m.field@gmaill.com